Bottles of Liquor

How do you feel?

Are you even real?

For the colors are hazy

Just as my eyes are lazy

Heavy as rain drops

Bent down like crops

Shadowed by the moon

That smiles like a loon

Am I losing my mind?

Or do you even mind?

Leaving me all alone

Hoping that I will atone

For the sins of man

Thinking that I can

Not knowing that a fool

Will often live by his rule

How many bottles did I drink?

How much of your words sink?

For it made my head dull

My body into a silly doll

I don’t have control nor will

I just want to lay down still

I don’t want to drink no more

For I will sin to you no more

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31.12.12 / 10:00 am

In the Office / Monday

Song for a Valkyrie

Static fuses with the air

As it electrifies my hair

I smell the scent of fear

As thunder coming near

Descending are fiery eyes

Amid blue lightning skies

The wind curtly became still

As needles pricks me to a chill

Stand your ground Iron Maiden

 My hammer is not heavily laden

I can still make the ground quake

I can still make brave men break

I will not ascend with armors of shame

Until I win and end this foolish game

No mortal or god shall claim my soul

Until I have earned your love and all

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Supernova

Dawn awaits for no one

It burns away all the stars

*

As the rain of ashes has begun

It covers the land with scars

*

It boils the sea of temperance

Reaching deep thru emptiness

*

As it lifts the mist of penance

It dips the world in sadness

*

It glows beyond the twilight
Breathing all of its life away
 *
It shatters into a beautiful sight

Eating itself until nothing stray

*

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Breaking my Heart

Life has been on the line

But today it will be off line

For I want to be in your line

And as the screen flicker

My heart pounds quicker

My head suddenly feels thicker

Clicking and tapping away

Typing what I want to say

But Trolling is oft my way

But alas we have to part

 It is our fate from the start

Again you’re breaking my heart

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The End of Summer

Kill them all I say

In a crimson river they lay
*

White as pebbles they pray

For cries and pain is my price
*

No quick death will suffice

For revenge is my own device
*

Her light was never yours to take

Yet her pleas you utterly forsake
*

Like winter I now stand in her wake

As time falls with autumn leaves
*

The sky tones down and grieves

The cold wind races and weaves
*

Tattered thoughts of us apart

Embraces my withering heart
*

Pushing these tears to depart

Falling in my hands to keep
*

As I bid farewell in your sleep

Thus summer ended as I weep

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