LIGHTHOUSE

A paper in my shaking hand  

All crumpled where I stand

As I stare upon the dusk

  Dry and empty as a husk

My mouth could not utter

  Of truth slicing like a cutter

I let you sail upon the seas

  For I am your beacon of bliss

No storm can tear you away

  For my light will show the way

Nor tempest can make you hide

  For I am your strength and pride

But the horizon is filled with stars

  Mesmerizing city lights and cars

You left the ocean that we knew

  For a shore that you ought is true

Only the rain I see beyond my sight

  But the fog will come back at night

And I will fill again the sea with rays

  To guide your heart beyond the bays

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In My bedroom / Monday
10:05 pm / 27.01.2014

Loneliness

It is an empty page

A lone actor in a stage

 

No one is reading

No one is watching

 

It is an artistic tome

An abandoned home

 

Nobody is admiring

Nobody is caring

 

It is a beautiful song

A dream that I long

 

No one is listening

Nothing is happening

 

A choice which I own

In tears it is grown

 

A time to think and atone

When no one says “you’re alone”

 

 

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10:00 pm / 26.01.2014

In my Flat / Sunday

Date’s Eve

 *

 *

Tonight I will try to sleep

To seek what you keep

 *

Tucked under a blanket

Lay hidden in your locket

*

I stare upon the ceiling

What is this that I’m feeling?

*

Suffocating as if in a crowd

Light headed up in a cloud

*

Pillow is as hard as stone

With the fear of being alone

*

The windows are glimmering

Amid the city lights simmering

*

I turn away and into my side

To gaze upon my true guide

*

Your image upon my wall

For I am in its beck and call

*

It brings spring in winter’s night

Shining brightly with its own light

*

As thoughts of you are streaming

I realized finally I am dreaming

*

Only the pale moon parts us

But the sun will again bind us

* 

This night will come to an end

But our date is just around the bend

 *

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7:05 pm / 26.01.2014

In my Flat / Sunday