The Diary

The private book of you

I saw everything new

Words that I never knew

Which I find hard to chew

Sentences that fit a shoe

Hard to believe only few

All the lines are in cue

Her undertones in hue

Days in yellow and blue

And a proposal long due

A secret naked in my view

A blessing of great value

An entire story and issue

Longer than any avenue

With the places and venue

Plus the pages in a menu

All mine to scan for clue

For a heart that oft true

For hope has been renew

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Fever

Forgotten things trickle

As fever abruptly prickle

My words will try to tickle

For moods are often fickle

But your kindness giggles

As my worries wriggles

And my thought jiggles

My sensibility squiggles

A puff of breeze for you

Making your sneeze few

Your presence I oft value

As life whom you renew

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Butterfly

Butterfly of hidden spring 
Tell me what you will bring

Is it a song that I can sing?

Is it a hope that I can cling?

For each flutter of your wing

Brings me closer to dreaming

All the flowers are beaming

Yet long for your sipping

In their bosoms dripping

The love they are keeping

Let me taste their craving

Know what you’re wishing

Let me mimic your yearning

Know what you’re praying

Let me sense your liking

Know what you’re feeling

I will always be endearing

Put an end to your fearing

Sweetness in our kissing

To fulfill what is missing

Living colors embracing

To rid the hue of crying

A heart that is unflinching

A hand that is oft forgiving

I am there in the beginning

And in your cycle’s ending

You’re never alone in living

You’ll never be alone in dying

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Wife - a husband's poem

You are the breeze in a hot summer’s day

That blows my mind away from yesterday

Shaking me like a chime under a cruel sun

Your words fill my undertones with fun

Your laughter is as sweet as gum drops

They run in my mouth like honey drops

Sweetening the thoughts in my head

Making me sleep heavenly in my bed

Your hair sparkles against the sunlight

As each strands burst into starlight

Your kiss made me new and whole

It gave me back my life and my soul

You are my home and the world to me

I am the moon that remains faithfully

Like the wind traveling these lands

Naked with only my cold bare hands

I often seek for someone or something

But with you I will oft have everything

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Burying the Dead

The skies are open after it wept for so long

And the wind started to sing its sad song

I hold the earth wet and chilly to the bone

I am waiting and watching here all alone

The parade of memories started to flash

My heart race and fear the pending crash

Suddenly your voice came into my head

And it struck me painfully for I am dead

You said that I should carry this weight

For the coming end, I would have to wait

As you release another rain in your eyes

You know what you hold is here that lies

I can’t cry nor can I reach your pretty face

All I have for now are your past embrace

Your mind is torn like your letter of regret

So you must let me go without a single fret

My name has been etched and cast in stone

I have to find my own way as I try to atone

I will stay here until the last autumn leaf falls

Until the lands are silent with crumbled walls

I will wait for you as I claim eternity in grief

For what we have before was blissfully brief

I will count the days and years that may pass

Until I can hold your hand once again at last

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The Boxer

The smokes are darker and heavy

As a dead man’s closing levee

Eyes wrought by restless nights

The grand finale of all his fights

Yet her heart came like a breeze

Blowing against his skin with ease

With iron fists his mind is fixed

But his heart and will is mixed

For her eyes trigger his desires

Rousing little embers into fires

And yet her smile shone brighter

Better and faster than any fighter

His body unknowingly tremble

His feet uncontrollably stumble

His fist extends but can’t touch

The face that he loves so much

His blows hit but seem to miss

The pleasure of her own kiss

His steps are fast but can’t ensue

Her feelings that remains true

His lines are solid and yet fails

For his words are sharp as nails

He can’t father a better tomorrow

Only adopt that remains sorrow

A golden trophy that is hollow

To a man whom life is narrow

And only bitterness to swallow

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Blogging

Morning rays are a fragment

Crushing dreams as a figment

As I blur time into a moment

Reality marches a movement

A final battle with my ailment

I escape to the webs’ oddment

Clicking scenes in parchment

From basement to pavement

All thoughts run in a segment

As I link my poems for judgment

I also pass my bill as a claimant

Not to a door but to a casement

A piece of this world as payment

Making words an easy shipment

Becoming master as placement

For poetry is life’s own pigment

Coloring a canvas that lie dormant

Ending fate’s own ill-treatment

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Black Crows

Seek them out, swiftly go and sic

Find them until none of them speak

For your presence make them weak

A dark crow that is as fast as a streak

You’re silent as a feather as you sneak

Cast them out and turn them meek

Peck their hearts out with your beak

Slay them until their flesh rot and reek

For they are guilty for calling us a freak

Before they know that this is not a trick

Under the burning sun they shall shriek

And taste the pain of what they inflict

So be warned whom you dare to pick

For I will send you to hell not to peek

But to be eaten until nil is left to lick

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Sailing

Waves shatter briefly

At my thoughts’ edges

Back and forth softly

At my heart’s creases
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My kiss sinks deeply

At your lips like roses

Your eyes seizes calmly

As time gently pauses
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The sun glows faintly

Amid your hair’s spaces

As your embrace gently

Takes my soul to places
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We sail this sea endlessly

Together as spouses

Kept by the sky wholly

As our breath rushes
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To the horizon fondly

There are no choices

Now as one wind only

Sailing to love’s wishes

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Humans and Aliens

I feel the world just ended in my head

Seeing people not looking as if dead

Speaking to one another like a machine

There’s neither heart nor life in between

It’s true that we live in the future nowadays

For customer service is lost and in a daze

We receive junk that we don’t like and need

Pushed to our ears without warning or heed

There’s a crusade running against nature

Acting as if it’s savior and loving preacher

We lost our magic that comes deep within

For we no longer listen to ourselves to begin

The natural instinct that was a god given talent

Is now prohibited by law and the government

We no longer stare at the moon and the stars

For our eyes are digitized and no longer ours

Our schools are meant for what but never why

Our dreams are crushed by poverty into a sigh

Our thirst for freedom will never be quenched

For the pain, in our hearts, our teeth are clenched

We are on the edge of a technological golden age

But is our humanity the price for this passage?

Technology is an imitation of Mother Nature

Must we be turned into machines in the future?

I have always listened to the seashells of the shore

But now I’m an alien in a world I’ve fought hard for

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Fallen Angel

Scorched earth and burning black mountains

Seeded with parched spirits gaping like empty fountains

They plagued the empty lands like a flower field

Wailing with their prayers that would not yield

Towards the sky their eyes pierced clouds of darkness

Only to find me their persecutor and wicked highness

Grinning and laughing my heart’s taciturnity and impishness

I will pluck their eyes and gather them like money

And suck their brains and harvest them like honey

I am the foundation of your life’s troubles and banes

As I eagerly wait for all of you to board my soul trains

For those who are yet to come and live on my domains

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 * Inspired by Spectre456's Shadow Realm

The Battle

The battle of the hearts

No one wins until one departs

Both scarred when it starts

Tears broken in many parts

A pain that always darts

Through ways word imparts

An ill fate that has no charts

To a love that has no ramparts

In a battle of the hearts

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A Silent Life

As you slowly ascent

My eyes sadly descent

To a place of lament

My lips became silent

For I failed to prevent

What my heart resent

This unwanted advent

My mind became silent

This tear is a fragment

Of all the good I meant

Of all the time we spent

My heart became silent

For all the love I sent

For the trials we went

We were always content

My soul became silent

Now that you’re absent

Only left is your scent

My days are torment

For my life is now silent

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Your Words

I always find pause in life

As I fight my daily strife

Like going homewards

I walk with your words

For each step uplifts me

Though it seems funny

I keep them in my head

It tells what lies ahead

As it paint the skies red

Home is where it oft led

I smile for all you said

It binds us like thread

I travel but never alone

For your words I own

I have always known

What was sown have grown

Days maybe empty

But words are plenty

Life is truly a blessing

If nothing is missing

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Shattered Bonds

The fist, the noise, the street 
The anger is killing me

Your eyes, the tears, your heat

Why am I missing you?

My heart, the fight, my defeat

The sadness is choking me

Your face, the ring, your cheek

Please come back to me

The vows, the lies, the trick

What if you knew?

Your words, our song, our feet

Where are you now?

My breath, the smoke, I seek

What happens now?

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The Struggle

This is a battlefield and yet my eyes are haunted by you

The sparks of gunfire reminds me of the stars I once knew

The flashes of lightning brings forth the fireworks that once flew

The night before I sailed and press your hand upon my heart

I prayed to the wind that we shall never be forever apart

If only the sea were dry our tragedy would never ever start

The vows that we took as we shook the fear of separation

I sense the tremble in your voice as we kiss in desperation

Only silence held our tears and unwanted confrontation

I kept everything as I force my way through this insanity

That your words will fill my thoughts against any profanity

Through the letters I receive from you against this calamity

I will carve my bayonet into the flesh of all our enemies

To bring forth the answer for our woes with all remedies

To end this eternal nightmare with its absolute tragedies

For I fear that your tears fall heavily upon this hellish jungle

That not only my life but your dreams are filled with struggle

If only fate and destiny can be pushed in a corner to haggle

Even worse than the deep trenches we make here like a grave

Are the loved ones, at home, whom our lives we willingly gave

As they die alone in hunger, our presence they often crave

We blend our pains and doubts with the cold and damp mud

So that we can escape and rid the lust for revenge and blood

And hope that we can plant peace whose life is just a bud

I miss you for you are the home where my heart truly lies

For it is there that I want to end this love that never dies

If only I can come back to gaze upon the stars in your eyes

I can lie blissfully in your bosom and hear no more cries

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Night Strolls

I bid this day adieu

Chasing fireflies to strew

Walking in this unlit avenue

My hands slowly withdrew

From a pocket, coins so few

I then think of you

Counting as the stars flew

With a heart so blue

Wishing is all I can do

But that day is over due

While I think of you

I keep hope often anew

My thoughts have no clue

Your smile is all I knew

And the moon in my view

Every time I think of you

It’s your love that I pursue

My sky is laden with rue

But heaven will give a cue

When the sun rises through

But if it doesn’t come true

I will always think of you

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